Been talking to tim and hl last sunday. As expected, it wasn't a deep one, but something very much floating on the surface. Both of us are just being politically correct. What i got from all his talking is that he is busy, and he doesn't know how to carry on with the situation, but yet, he doesn't want to let go. And he'll rather maintain the status quo, hoping that one day things will change, like gold dropping from the sky.
Well, so much for the efforts he made. Nevertheless, i am still lost in which way to go. Follow the head's sensible direction to heaven, or the heart's prompting to Sheol. But how is heaven heaven when there is no love but the general consensus of what is right; then how dead is sheol when that is the only place i can find warmth. My head tells me that i can have both, with the way to heaven, though i cant see it. I'll wait, wait for God's response. If He is really who He claims to be, He'll show it to me that He really cared. For the words in the bible will just remain to be ink printed on paper, until it is fulfilled in action. And i aint even asking for anything outrageous, but what i need.
Anyway, i dun need to wait for long, i dun have much time left. By the end of 3 years, i'll know how true it is.
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