Did You ever spoke to me, or is that my hallucination?
This covenant is so important to me, i cannot lose it. Yet, as hope dims away day by day, i cannot help but feel rejected. Not by anyone, but by You.
For You are the word, Your rhema word is so important to me, it is You. How can i continue again if the word You've spoken do not come to pass. It's less than a month to your appointed day but i am just walking further and further away from it.
I am just walking on the line every single day, and i am in danger of falling to the bottomless abyss every moment. Please help me, Jesus!
Forgive Your faithless child
