Friday, February 13, 2009

taking things lightly

through times of barren-ness and goal seeking, i have come to the point of taking things lightly. Everything that God has placed in my life, my work, my passion, the church, even this life that God gave me. From dust i came, to dust i go, i carry nothing and will take away nothing.

What i always wanted, i always pursued, i still want it eagerly sincerely. I wanted to tear apart my pride and my strength, and rebuild myself to one you like, but i know even if i did so, it will still amount to nothing. I wish you'll give me a positive answer, but i know it's not going to happen.

Nevertheless, i am strong, because of this love that has been with me for 15 years. I am alone, but i am not by myself, because of you. May this last for another 3 years, and i'll go to reside in your place. I am who i am today because of you, and You, who allowed this.

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