I dunno wad i shld do, can do, to make things happen. Unless the Lord builds the house, they labour in vain who build it. I know all i did amounts to nothing, but i just cant sit there and wait. This is my final point, either God makes it, or i'll break apart and come back no more. Indeed God has spoken, and i did according to what He had asked me to do, in the best that i could. I've given my pledges, my tithes, my offerings faithfully,i according to the amounts He'd asked. In all these times, i believed that He had spoken, and i want to believe that things will work out accordingly. If it doesn't, then how will i ever know if He ever did spoke to me? How will i ever be able to believe again? I've walked out of Him, but He brought back the remnants of whatever faith that is left in me. But this seed is helpless, it needs the miracle from God if it ever wants to grow again. God is the sunlight, but the seed also needs water and fertilizer to grow.

Out of faith, a seedling has emerged from the dead seed, but if water is not coming in due time, it's going to be scorched by the sunlight, and never to grow ever again.